Silent ranting

   I know what I wanna say but I still don't know how to say it. So this is how it goes. I don't care what you would think of me. I've decided keeping it real as much as I can, as long as I breathe.

   I hate hypocricy, I hate immaturity. I hate your arrogance and ignorance. Age doesn't gurantee your wisdom, so don't tell me you know better because your have more experience. Obviously you haven't gone through what I'm going through. So don't even start the conversation if you want to lecture me. I'm a student of my life as well as your are a student of your life. You and I have different classes with different subject matters. You had an advantage of your life, it doesn't mean you were better than others. Why don't you reveal your real face? Stop changing your masks. The truth will come out eventually.

   Stop pretending that you are nice. You might argue that it's better than hurting others. But you might miss seeing your fake kindness makes other people sick. Why don't you keeping consistent attitude within and without, in your home and outside of home. Some people like me gets really confused by your irregular action.

   Stop pretending you care about others. If you really care about people around you, you wouldn't choose to listen what you wanna hear from them. If you want to listen the truth, don't even make me start to talk. You wouldn't be pleased by my words.

   At last, you have no right to make me anxious. Don't put yourself higher position in our conversation. You are not better than me and I'm not less than you. Your subtle jugmental attitude against me stinks. And, I'm really sorry to feel this way because I really liked you before. If I didn't have these good emotions earlier I wouldn't feel this much disappointed. Yes, I'm very disappointed.

   "What we have done for ourselves alone dies with us; what we have done for others and the world remains and is immortal." --Albert pike

   Take this and think about it!