Emotional Hangover

   Tried to forget but I can't
   Feeling angry, feeling sorry, feeling all alone.
   Wished it didn't happen, but it did.

   Told myself, I need to control, I shouldn't lose myself.
   But I reached my limit, and there was an emotional explosion.
   A dynamite in a wrong place.

   I know I will be forgiven
   Once again, I'll be loved.

   But somehow the feeling of guilt resides deeply in me.
   Don't want to carry it, I want to let it go.
   Farther I throw away, but it's always coming back just like a boomerang.

   Would time solve my emotional hangover?
   I really hope so.
   Life is already complicated without feeling of guilt.