Monday, May 9, 2011

I'm in a mess

   Do you know how many times do I ask this same question?;
   What am I doing here?

   Why do I still have the hope?
   I write about it, I believe in it, I still hang it on, but why is it still far?

   I miss my mom, she would hold me and saying, "poor my child, you need a rest."
   But I know I can't rest, I need a job to do.
   I don't even have a time to be sick and lie down on the bed.

   I don't know why I'm so stubborn, I just don't know how to let it go.
   I hate myself, I'm so miserable.
   I'm ugly and I'm a super bitch.
   Don't try to cheer me up, I need to be in a dark for a moment.
   I'm not ready to see a light, yet.
   I'm so messed up.



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